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Fadernauts Unite!


Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: April 26, 2017, 5:05 pm |

You can’t get lost if you have a map. But you need the whole map. You need light to read it and you need eyes to see it and use it. The biggest problem we have right now is this idea that life is an either or proposition. Black/white, good/bad, left/right, up/down… Physical/nuts and bolts, or nonphysical/consciousness…

If you want to trick us landlubbers – muggles stuck down here on the planet, just make it invisible to us – we’ve been trained to do the rest of it. (the giggle factor, the professional suicide, the mental institutions…etc.) Like Pavlov’s dogs, ring that bell, we’ll salivate and not even know why.

Well, most of us. However, those of us who are awake have another bone to contend with, it’s the current new malaise: Too Much Information. There is a factor that we all have inherently inside of us that could answer to all the confusion. It’s called consciousness. Let me ‘splain somethin.

Kerry Cassidy’s last interview was with Capt. Mark Richards who is in Vacaville Prison on trumped up murder charges. It is her 6th interview with him. I always find that these interviews are challenging because I always find myself going, “Really? That’s just a bit out there.”, and then as time goes on what Capt. Richards says comes to pass. To wit:

  • Jack Sarfatti is a physicist that talks about neutron star energy being used as power for ships. Capt. Richards says he is correct and that they can also use the star as a gravity flux weapon when it is pushed through a wormhole and aimed.
    • Really?
  • Antarctica (Arc’lantis as I like to call it) is a favored place to have secret meetings with ET’s because it has less surveillance than the rest of the earth. Also what we are being told about the excavations etc. going on is happening in another dimension and that there is a rather large portal in the side of a mountain down there…
    • Hmmmm…..
  • Viet Nam was not the fight we thought it was. Nope. There was an invasion by what are called the Trogs who are spider beings the size of a VW bug. They mind controlled the people and then ate them – why the entire population around Angor Wat disappeared. Nam was a war that fought them off. They are also trying to come back through the portals there at Angkor Wat. The soldiers from Nam have been Mind wiped. Many of them have PSTD not because of the fighting we saw but because of the real war with the bugs. As the memories start to come back most self-medicate with drugs.
    • We must be awfully tastee…
    • I have known a lot of vets with internal terrors that go way beyond just jungle fighting.
  • Most of our wars have ET elements to them whether we are being helped out or we are fighting the enemy for them.
  • Letterman hospital was literally blown up because the studies done by the Stanford Research Institute at the hospital created so much residual energy and so many portals that there was no way to control it except to destroy the building.
  • The Aldebaran ‘fascist’ race we have heard of is outed in the TV show the ‘Event” found on Netflix. They now live in a part of Africa. They were given land there after blowing up every place else they had lived on before.
  • The Raptors have aligned with the US Air Force in the last five years because they have realized that it would be in their best evolutionary interests to work with us instead of kill us. They have been showing up in a show called the T-Rex show. Some of the dinosaurs are actually real.
    • Really????  I could go see and meet one? Would you?
  • They have been using people like William Thompkins and Bob Wood to disburse information because of their plausible deniability factor in that they are old and they can be discounted easily should the need occur and the plans change.
  • David Adair’s adventure with the intelligent alive ship is most likely true says Capt. Richards. He is the only other person who actually had contact with a ship, called Minerva, and he actually flew her. Adair’s ship’s engine had been destroyed. Mark thinks David was mind controlled to ruin his engine by the ship to delay us from getting into space.
    • Although I think it might be 2 different ships, David’s and Mark’s. IMO both sentient and both very old. This rings very true for me and I don’t know why…exactly.
  • The last point of her video talks about the 2 versions of the Secret Space Program.
    • First version
      • We have interaction with both positive and negative races off world of all kinds.
      • We are being helped to wake up and stand up for our rights as a planet
      • We are being encouraged to own our sovereignty and WAKE UP!
      • We can help, but we need to know what is going on to help!
    • Second version
      • All aliens are our friends and positive
      • Don’t worry, be happy
      • Sit back, go back to sleep
      • Certain earthers who help think they will get privileges
        • NOW (new world order)  and very STS (service to self)
    • Both factions plan on revealing ET’s, one as a fake invasion the other as not fake, but friendly….

So, what to believe? The above didn’t even cover all the psy-ops going on with our minds – the direct contact part of the ET question, the fact that anybody from off planet has better abilities that any of us and the fact that for them it’s kind of like telling a blind person (us) what an elephant looks like. Most anything can be said and we have to believe it because we cannot see for ourselves. The goal is to know for ourselves instead of having to believe.

Consider: if we had been able to develop our conscious abilities through the centuries even a teensy weensy bit, we would be much better off in trying to figure out what is going on. As it is, until we do, we are always going to have to take somebody else’s word for it.

As I mentioned two articles ago, even when we begin to develop something positive for the planet, it gets infiltrated and taken down. The other side to this inner war we have all been embroiled in is the enemy is conscious and we are not. Trust me, this is the main weapon used against us – our own minds.

The guest last night on Jimmy Church Radio Fade to Black, Georgia Lambert, was correct about everything she said. ALL of the information she talked about has been with us for centuries, but hidden, or twisted, or taken underground or within mystery schools. Or written in languages that are long dead and unreadable or misunderstood and no longer taught. The first thing a student on the path is told is that every piece of information and knowledge they encounter must be tested and the veracity and truth of it must be self-evident from within the student. Because we have been told for centuries that we do not know and can never know except when we are spoon fed the ‘correct’ information, the only way the student of the mysteries is truly taught without sabotage is by self-recognition on his inner journey. And Georgia is right, the final step in any learning process is the embodiment of the learned principle into the very life force and expression of the being.

That is also why the path to conscious unfoldment must be walked first before any alchemical information is given, because before you know yourself, transformative information can be used against you and you will never even have a clue that it happened. Even if you wanted to choose, you would not have had enough inner recognition, or inner mastery to do it.

One of the first things that must happen is encountering the dweller on your own threshold to your inner being. (My last article) this must be done, or trust me, it WILL bite your ass. Later on.

So, Lost much??? Don’t be. The first step is knowing that you don’t know. From there, all else progresses naturally. Both the inner and outer journey. It’s sort of like growing older, whether you know how to or not, you will.

It’s just, do you want it in wisdom, or woe?

Healing the inner corrupt demiurge, mini archon inside us. (hurry up!!)

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: April 25, 2017, 3:49 pm |

So, these last weeks, as disclosure has sped into ever increasingly widening circles, my mind has come back to and my heart has centered on this issue of why our hearts desire is such a hard thing for us to realize and how imperative it is that all of us wake up before it is too late for the planet and us. If what happens next on this earth is predicated on how well we create a wondrous future in our hearts, our hopes and dreams, we need to really get to work!!

As much as we would love to shove this whole situation we think we are stuck in on earth at this moment on to another – other than ourselves, truly, it all exists and exudes, manifests and has action in the world from our own creative power.

The demiurge is considered the ‘mind’ of the one source – the first emanation of the creative force. We are that mind. All of creation including alternate universes and other states of existence are that mind. All that is manifested comes from, is created by that mind of which we are but holographic fragments.

Enter in the idea of the over lord controlling corrupt, dark demi-urge, archon personality that is as old as the manifested universe and just as insane as it is old. A larger conglomeration/grouping of intelligence that is currently performing the task of projecting the shadow side of the creator to objectify, make visible, its qualities that it might be known and seen and therefore be brought into balance with the whole, illumined.

Never think that evil, imbalance or darkness will be eradicated or killed or eliminated, for would you destroy your own hand? One of the hardest truths to work with in any re-membering process, any healing process, is to understand that darkness is simply the unknown, shoved into a dark forgotten corner, an aspect of the wholeness that needs light shown upon it so integration can happen. It is a part of us.

Once the so called dark qualities of self are known and understood as part of your wholeness, the addition of them into the light, in acceptance and self forgiveness, back into yourself/awareness, creates great strength.

So, the parasite we seek to overcome and eradicate is part of ourselves. That we profess it is not – that we hate this parasite and all its nastiness is simply a symptom of our abject refusal to look, sort of like walking around with a bloodied stump where a finger used to be all the while saying that that finger is NOT a part of you while you stand there bleeding to death.

It is possible and has been documented that an aspect of yourself in trying to integrate back into wholeness – or be healed can create a problem so big that, in the end you have to capitulate to it, to take notice. For instance: anger that turns into an ulcer that becomes cancerous. It is well known that true forgiveness is part of the treatment process in healing cancer of any kind.

To take this analogy a step up into societal groupings, we know that there is such a thing as the unconscious consensus in the world. We have all been learning at hyper speed how well we have been tricked by the manipulation of this aspect of ourselves before we woke up. As we go along, we have begun to realize just how it has been almost a superconscious force in the world that has been manipulated and used to keep us from coming into the light (example; the world’s religions are used as a cage ) – for as long as we refuse to look, it has a power that can be used against us even as it is a part of ourselves… !

The only way to balance all of this out is to integrate – illuminate what we have shoved into the back closet of our minds and hearts and see these aspects of ourselves as part of our wholeness, whence a great source of power and will shall at once be re-integrated into the light of our heart. IE: once we forgive ourselves for hiding and love our un-illumined (dark) parts for the gifts they bring when in balance with the rest of our wholeness, we will step into the path we were always meant to be on and this world and all of us will transform.

This is the true meaning of love, for in our wholeness and balance is the key to the rest of the entire creation.

As Above / So Below

The Game

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: April 19, 2017, 3:20 pm |

What if you got marooned here somehow because of one of the common cataclysms this planet is famous for. What would you do if you knew you had centuries to play with, centuries to wait and centuries before you could even approach the level of civilization you were used to? What if your life span was 1,000 years plus, kind-of, sort-of like the Highlander myth? As you morphed into different identities, more frequently as the years wore on and things like photography and records were kept, how would you provide for continuity of wealth and holdings? And as the years wore on and you had children who may or may not have your longevity, how would you pass down your legacy? Through training? Through puzzle? Through story? Through cypher? Or through all of these rolled into one? What if you wound up here with a ship full of people – say there was more than just you? You all had very long lives and needed to keep that secret for obvious reasons? Your intellectual level and use of certain technology would have made it difficult to hide early on so you would have had positions as advisors to kings and royalty, but later on made it more difficult as technology on the planet rose (probably due to some of your direct influence). Through the centuries you would have good reason to train others and save gold and other precious items (maybe like the arc of the covenant which is, IMO, a zero point energy device) to provide the means to create safe havens down through the centuries for your survival.

When you look at the research of people like Ralph Ellis, and Cort Lindahl and a few others who have begun to see the patterns by digging into history with a unique mind uncluttered by academia, the story the patterns create is extremely compelling. The wider you engage to look, the better the widespread researchers information fits together. I wonder if you took the legends of ‘alleged’ ET familial linages on this planet and merged them with known people through history if you wouldn’t find a very clear pattern – obvious to anyone willing and courageous enough to look?

Putting the outright ET visits, the inner earth people, the pre-adamite refugees and all their irresponsible genetic rigmarole and the supposed 22-24 other genetic/psycho-spiritual experiments aside – we still have more pieces of the puzzle emerging. And I am willing to bet just the same as you find in real life, that there is an entire strata of people from everywhere and everywhen with agendas along the entire scale of possibilities all converged right here and right now.

I am also willing to bet that because of what we know circuitously (in a round-about manner) of the illuminati/cabal/mason situation that we might just have a light and dark faction of these groups – one who started out ‘good’, or positive and was infiltrated and the people who started it – the ‘good’ guys – left and popped up in another group or mystery school until that was found and infiltrated ad nauseum throughout history. Which would be one of the reasons the motivations behind these groups are always so confusing. Its always interesting to note that the true intelligence and positive purpose of these groups ebbs away once they are infiltrated. It is interesting to note that every positive idea that has developed any foot hold on the planet that has eventually decayed and fallen into ruin was infiltrated.

Which makes a case for the convoluted path of true hidden intelligentsia operating on the earth – the good stuff that needs be truly hidden or it to will be taken down… Which knows it has only a short window of time, of development before it needs must move on. A path with no resting place and barely any breathing space. Popping up every so often to create and enhance the awareness and intelligence of people and then going back under. To say nothing of the negative path that tries to hide and can’t, for it only takes turning over a rock to see what hides underneath to catch them ( and they would love it if we would inadvertently mix the identities of the positives and them up… ) And then there is us – the poor bastards caught in the middle – of which both sides go fishing for occasionally – looking for the exceptional among us to either raise up or exaltedly tear down…

And then… then there are those of us who see the game and realize it for a distraction – a charming, exciting and fun one needless to say – but a distraction from what seems to be the real reason we are here – to live from the heart, to create from the heart, and to know from the heart.

While the rest of them chase their tails never knowing the real stuff…

Mycoplasmas and you: the current spring crud and chemtrails

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: April 17, 2017, 7:02 pm |

The term mycoplasma, from the Greek μυκής, mykes (fungus) and πλάσμα, plasma (formed), was first used by Albert Bernhard Frank in 1889 to describe an altered state of plant cell cytoplasm resulting from infiltration by fungus-like microorganisms.[4] Julian Nowak later proposed the genus name Mycoplasma for certain filamentous microorganisms imagined to have both cellular and acellular stages in their lifecycles, which could explain how they were visible with a microscope, but passed through filters impermeable to bacteria.[5] From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mycoplasma>

Everybody has caught the crud in one form or another this spring. Everybody has been out in the air during and after chemtrail bombardment – especially lately. I’m not even going to try to explain to you who refuse to see the reality of the chemtrail issue – but realize a while ago they passed a law making this type of ‘experimentation’ on us legal.




(a) PROHIBITED ACTIVITIES.—The Secretary of Defense may not conduct (directly or by contract)

(1) any test or experiment involving the use of a chemical agent or biological agent on a civilian population; or

(2) any other testing of a chemical agent or biological agent on human subjects.

(b) EXCEPTIONS.—Subject to subsections (c), (d), and (e), the prohibition in subsection (a) does not apply to a test or experiment carried out for any of the following purposes:

(1) Any peaceful purpose that is related to a medical, therapeutic, pharmaceutical, agricultural, industrial, or research activity.

(2) Any purpose that is directly related to protection against toxic chemicals or biological weapons and agents.

(3) Any law enforcement purpose, including any purpose related to riot control.

So section (a) prohibits these cruel and inhumane chemical and biological tests on humans.

Then section (b) says that the prohibitions in section (a) do not apply to tests carried out for virtually any purpose. So section (b) completely negates the prohibitions of section (a).

In Other Words:

The U.S. government can test chemicals and biological agents on humans for nearly any purpose they desire.

The Following Should Also Be Noted

The term “biological agent” as stated above in (a)(1) is defined in (e) as follows:


(e) BIOLOGICAL AGENT DEFINED.—In this section, the term

‘‘biological agent’’ means any micro-organism (including bacteria,

viruses, fungi, rickettsiac, or protozoa), pathogen, or infectious substance,

and any naturally occurring, bioengineered, or synthesized

component of any such micro-organism, pathogen, or infectious substance,

whatever its origin or method of production, that is capable

of causing—

(1) death, disease, or other biological malfunction in a

human, an animal, a plant, or another living organism;

(2) deterioration of food, water, equipment, supplies, or

materials of any kind; or

(3) deleterious alteration of the environment.

In Other Words:

The U.S. government can test chemicals and biological agents on humans that cause death, biological malfunction, and deleterious alteration of the environment. The term “deleterious alteration of the environment” brings chemtrails to mind.

Read about actual human chemical testing programs currently in operation:


Read the full text of this law here. Page 287 contains the above excerpt. The Section is 1078. This is placed in the US Code (UCS) at 50 USC 1520a:

Public Law 105-85

Informed Consent

Some argue that none of this activity can be conducted without “informed consent”, as stated in section (c), which reads:


(c) INFORMED CONSENT REQUIRED.—The Secretary of Defense

may conduct a test or experiment described in subsection (b) only if informed consent to the testing was obtained from each human subject in advance of the testing on that subject.

Although section (c) seems to provide some protection for us in that it requires us to be notified “in advance” if this “testing” is to take place, in reality, it does not provide any protection at all.

Why not?

Because you’ve already been “informed in advance” and you’ve already given your “consent”.

Because this “law” is publicly available for everyone to read, you have been “informed”. Because you have not contested it (that’s what the courts are for), you have provided your “consent”.

This law is part of a contract between you and the government. When the terms of a contract are known and uncontested, it’s called “acquiescence”. Acquiescence essentially means that both parties are in agreement.

Acquiesce: “submit or comply silently or without protest”

So, when this law was published, you were “informed”. Because you have not challenged it in court, you have “consented”. By your own inaction, you have said, “Sure, go ahead and poison me, even if it causes death. I have no problem with it.”

Because this contract meets the judicial requirements of “remedy” and “recourse”, it is legally binding.

Judges like to say: “Ignorance of the law is no excuse”. They say this because you are expected to know all of the “law” because it is publicly available for you to read (despite the fact that this is humanly impossible).

So, in reality, section (c) is legally useless. It does not provide any additional protection, it only “seems” to. Section (c)’s only purpose for being included in this law is deception, nothing more.


Section (c) of this “law” is very deceptive because most people don’t understand the concepts of acquiescence in contract law, therefore, people mistakenly conclude that this “testing” will never happen to them unless they are informed about it.

The powers-that-be play upon public ignorance by inducing people into having a false sense of security. As a result, the public believes this activity could not be occurring because they believe that they would have personally heard about it. This false belief then provides insurance that this law will never be contested in court, and as long as this law remains uncontested, chemtrail spraying will continue unhindered.

The final result is that this craftily-written law has done its job. It has enabled chemtrail spraying to continue without being contested in court. Additionally, this law continually provides legal protection for those doing the spraying. After all, by your inaction you have given them your permission.

When you consider the incredibly dark nature of this deception and when you consider the fact that this law gives your public servants the self-appointed power to kill you, you should then consider what kind of people are running your country, or the world for that matter.


This Public Law in The US Code: Title 50, 1520a

All About the Uniform Commercial Code (UCC)
From <http://globalskywatch.com/chemtrails/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=45>

This video is chilling and all too fun-fact filled, but very worth the 50 minutes of eye opening information.

Exposure to these little gems can cause chronic infections. You can get toxic environmental exposure in 5 different ways:  Chemical [PB DEET Permethrin OP Paint CW], Radiologic, vaccines have mycoplasma contaminants, environmental [Fine sand, Smoke, Oil fumes] and biological [Parasites Viruses Bacteria Fungi Toxins]. Immune system deficiencies are caused by multiple vaccines and infections of multiple mycoplasmas at the same time.

The primary research has been used in the development of biologic weapons. US005242820A Patent


was issued on Sept.7th, 1993 for Pathogenic Mycoplasma by Shyh-Ching-Lo. A Patent. A created mycoplasma. Then in the 1980’s the government did testing in several prisons in Texas on some of these newly developed designer mycoplasmas. One of these towns was Huntsville TX.  The illnesses spread through prison to the guards to their families. They knew they were making an entire town ill. They knew.

To weaponize mycoplasmas you would need to combine them with strains of

  • Thermal resistant genes for heat resistance
  • Spore forming genes for drying protection
  • Cell membrane receptor genes for cell entry
  • Toxic cell death genes for killing the cell
  • Immunosuppressive genes for  immune suppression in the host
  • Growth genes for mass production

Then you need to test them in the field and voilà (!)

You get the Gulf War Syndrome.

This was a great bonanza for the gov’t, and retched for us. Many of our modern diseases are directly derived from this study and weaponization of mycoplasmas.

Mycoplasmas can be viral, bacterial and fungal. They are not to well-known because as Dr. Garth Nicolson says in the above video, they have quit teaching about it. His research has shown that you can find it in the following diseases

Neurodegenerative ALS/PP
Neurobehavioral  ASD
Fatiguing  GDI/CFS/FMS
Autoimmune  MS/RS
Respiratory COPD/ASTHMA
Rheumatic  RA/SD
Genitourinary  CO/CV
Immunosuppressive  AIDS

Mycoplasmas are intracellular, meaning they have no cell wall – they hide sequestered in the cells where they can accomplish all sorts of non-obvious but disastrous things:

Attack Mitochondria
Release toxins
Compete for metabolites
Alter the cell structures
Releases antigens
Create Super antigens
Mimic antigens
Stimulates ROS/RNS
Mitochondria have 40%less capacity to produce energy
Create Mitochondrial Function Disorder

Cellular energy is mainly produced by the mitochondria, subcellular organelles that contain the machinery that converts fats and sugars to energy in the form of the high-energy molecules, such as ATP.  Mitochondrial function requires an intact inner membrane where the electron transport chain or energy machinery is located.  When the inner mitochondrial membrane is damaged, the efficiency of the electron transport chain is reduced along with the ability of cells to produce the energy that they need for vital functions—thus fatigue becomes a problem.   Various environmental insults and even aging produce excess oxidation molecules that can damage the mitochondrial membrane, including chronic infections of the type mentioned above.  At the Institute for Molecular Medicine clinical studies have shown the benefits of dietary membrane lipids (Lipid Replacement Therapy) in replacing damaged mitochondrial membrane lipids, increasing the efficiency of the electron transport chain, increasing energy and reducing fatigue.  A number of non-pharmaceutical approaches to decreasing fatigue are being investigated at the Institute.From <http://www.immed.org/illness/fatigue_illness_research.html>

Ones that use only humans as host
M. amphoriforme
M. buccale
M. faucium
M. fermentans
M. genitalium
M. hominis
M. lipophilum
M. orale
M. penetrans
M. pirum
M. pneumoniae
M. primatum
M. salivarium
M. spermatophilum[8]
From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mycoplasma>

(keep in mind the cross species human/animal hybrid studies currently going on – allowing for the use of mycoplasmas that can go from animal to humans now.)

Some of the syndromes mycoplasmas cause are CFS ME (Myalgic Encephalomyelitis), Rheumatism, Lyme disease, and ALS. Most of them show nonspecific signs and symptomology and are hard to diagnose, often getting stuck in the chronic illness category. The most common diseases we see are: Alzheimer’s, Parkinson’s, and Autism Spectrum.

So if you have wondered why you can’t get rid of the spring crud you caught, no matter what you do – and if it has really knocked you off your feet the worst ever, then I advise you to openly ask your doctor to test for a series of infectious agents – not just ‘the virus’ that’s going around.

Professor Garth Nicolson runs The Institute for Molecular Medicine. http://www.immed.org   There is research all over the web on non-modified lipid replacement therapy which is a treatment to repair the cell walls and the mitochondria. The three women who came across the information on why their town was so sick wrote a book called “Project Day Lilly”. It tells the story of how they found out about the shenanigans, how the gov’t was trying to hide the information and what they did about it. Troupers all!

This is NOT something to laugh off. It is a component that we will need to be aware of and know how to combat because it doesn’t look like they are going to quit spraying us anytime soon, and I for one want to do something about it for my family and pets and those I know.

Density vs. Denseness

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: April 3, 2017, 4:10 pm |

From watching David Wilcock’s series “Wisdom Teachings” I have learned about the quantum state underlying the appearance of all matter and its behavior. David is relating this to how the prophesied ‘Burp of the Sun’ will actually happen from a scientific view point with the math to prove it. This is NOT the current scient-ISM, but actual science.

Each star we see has its own fields of density around it. Mainstream science would have us believe that it is red shift (velocity of travel through space).

Dr. Harold Aspden has correctly discovered that it is a quantum field density that we think we are seeing as red shift by comparing red shift measurement (velocity and distance) and noting that the distances between stars were all wrong. He has some wonderful ideas and has a tutorial on his web site for the very curious, as it will take some work:


Harold Aspden PhD.(Cantab), B.Sc., F.I.E.E., F.I.Mech.E., M.Inst P., F.I.C.P.A., C.,Eng., C.Phys. Sen.Wh.Sc., is considered by many as a brilliant theoretical physicist, electrical engineer and inventor from Southampton, England. His career in patents resulted in his being I.B.M.’s Director of European Patents for many years.

From the tutorials:

By progressing from lesson to lesson you will find you can actually deduce theoretically the precise value of G, the constant of gravitation, expressed in terms of the electron charge/mass ratio. You will find you can determine the numerical value of Planck’s constant h in terms of the electron charge e and the speed of light c. Furthermore you will learn also how to calculate the precise value of the proton/electron mass ratio.

Once you can do all that yourself and so find you can explain Nature’s physical processes that are at work in determining these three quantities, you will have a skill your physics teachers can only dream about.

If you are at all interested in the foundations on which the whole of science stands you must follow this course of lessons. Then you can begin to make sense of the problems confronting the broader fields of science, particularly concerning cosmology and the universe, particle creation and on from there into the world of the atom, which leads on into chemistry, biochemistry and the evolution of plants and living organisms.

Without this fundamental knowledge, which is based on deciphering what it is that fills the space we see as a ‘vacuum’, you will not be one of those who is to see a way of taking us forward to a pollution-free environment in which we will feed on clean energy provided by the ‘aether’. That is where the energy of everything you can see in the universe came from. Once you understand the ‘engine’ which powers the proton creation process, then by developing an interest in magnetism and the quantum underworld that projects itself into ferromagnets, you may inspire hope of technological success in that search for New Energy. From <https://www.haroldaspden.com/tutorials/index.htm>

His theory states that we instead, are perceiving the density of the aether(spacetime) in layers around the stars. When a star moves through its current density domain in space to the next, while it passes through the boundary layers of one density field into the next, there is a period of adjustment while the poles of these fields wobble until they are fully into the next field layer. Meaning gravity wobbles too. Gravity is different per the density of the quantum state of the medium the body resides in. There is geological evidence for this in the iron ores found in the different layers of the earth crust because their magnetic field lines are different from the earth’s current gravity direction – meaning they don’t jive with the current gravity/magnetic field on earth. The samples found indicate this has happened several times in earth’s history.

There is evidence to suggest that the domains have a field density per unit area that is different by multiples of 288 grams per cubic centimeter. While passing through areas of space where the boundary between density layers exist, gravity which is a derivative of mass, also changes and could possibly, reverse… everywhere, depending on the density of the aether (space-time continua you are passing through) and how fast we transit.

This is important because the physical effects posited by this completely match up with every known ancient written record existing on earth about this happening. This has happened several times on earth over the centuries and,

By the way, we are still here.

The reason this is confusing is because the real science behind all this has been purposefully obfustigated (confused) by people who do not want us to know it.

Now, why is this important? IMO if we are so totally connected to the 3D experience that says its only real if it is outside of you, then when this happens, we will not be able to understand it because the outside is going to change that radically. This will cause a great number of people to lose their real sense of self – their identity and crash (think go insane) their ability to stay whole. They will shatter. Whereas if you have a more spiritual viewpoint (inner identity) you will ride this change like a surfer on a board on top of a wave with a thrill in your heart.

This would be like putting us all in a blender and disintegrating our identity – which is a unit of soul energy to the point that it is released and then usable by someone else. Or so the ancient plan was.

However, we are growing spiritually enough at this point to have cancelled that plan and IMO, by the time this happens we will all be fine. In point of fact, I actually think this current trend of mass confusion is positive because nothing can be known with certainty at this time and because of this we are all looking for inner answers – discerning the truth from our soul identities instead of willing to be fed the mainstream story written for us. This will prove to be our saving grace, regardless of how confusing it is right now at this moment. I was going to write an article about the confusion and how I felt but, Kauilapele has already said it. . And Kauilapele has also made clear the imperative to know your soul:

“If you are truly an ageless soul, a multidimensional spirit…whose roots go all the way back to the source…a child of Creator once endowed with the same love, joy, bliss and creational powers – how do you remember?. The answer to that is… HOW DID YOU FORGET?

“When you know how you forgot and where the memories reside then you are on the path to awakening. It is often a battle with external forces keeping you from your internal awakening. It is also a battle with the ego, societal programming and unfortunately often family, friends and society in general that wants you to stay within the herd.

“Can you know who you are from the intellect? Can you know who you are through books written by intellects? It is through the development of the ego and the intellect that you got lost – forgot who you truly are, who you were. This is why every great master has said we have to transcend the ego, the intellect, to enter divine mind and know your eternal multidimensional self. From <https://kauilapele.wordpress.com/>

David Wilcock has made the science behind this all clear. I have shared a video on my FB link from Gaia TV which makes this much clearer. IT CAN ONLY STAY UP FOR 48 HOURS AS OF TODAY: 9AM 4/3/2017.


Then go inside and shake hands with your soul – your inner voice/knowing and stay a spell and get to know yourself. Therein lies your guide and your best friend through all of this.

Day of the Dove

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: April 1, 2017, 12:00 am |

“Day of the Dove” is the seventh episode of the third season of the science fiction television series, Star Trek, first broadcast November 1, 1968, and repeated June 17, 1969. It was written by Jerome Bixby and directed by Marvin Chomsky.

In this episode, an alien force drives the crew of the Enterprise into brutal conflict with the Klingons.


The Federation starship USS Enterprise responds to a distress call from a human colony on Beta XII-A, but on arrival finds no signs of any type of inhabited settlement. A landing party, including Captain Kirk and Ensign Chekov, beams down to investigate further. A few moments later, they are found and surrounded by Klingons who have transported to the surface from their own orbiting vessel. Commander Kang accuses the Enterprise crew of firing upon their vessel and demands that they surrender immediately. Suddenly, Chekov makes a move to attack the Klingons, claiming that they had killed his brother Piotr. Kang’s men subdue him and use an agonizer device to torture him, forcing Kirk to agree to surrender. However, upon contacting the ship, Kirk surreptitiously warns First Officer Spock after asking to be beamed up. Spock uses the transporter to materialize the Enterprise crewmen first, followed by the Klingons, who have been brought aboard without their weapons. Kang surrenders and he and the other Klingons are escorted to secure quarters on the ship.

Meanwhile, a glowing entity composed of pure energy, which had initially emerged on the planet below, enters the Enterprise undetected and interfaces with its controls. The ship lurches into warp at maximum speed headed for the edge of the galaxy. With the crew panicked, the entity then causes various bulkheads on the ship to open and close, using the element of chance to isolate small groups of the crew and the Klingons in close quarters. With tempers high – and spurred on by the sudden materialization of swords and other combat weapons – they begin to fight. Spock soon discovers the presence of the entity, apparently feeding off the desperate, violent emotions which are surfacing. When informed by Lt. Sulu that Chekov never had a brother and is an only child, Kirk realizes that the entity is capable of implanting false memories in order to trigger aggression. Kirk and Spock try to calm the crew’s escalating furor to no avail. Kirk believes that if he can get to Kang, the Klingon commander can help stop his crew from fighting and help return the ship to a normal state.

Kirk and Spock work their way through the animosity aboard the ship and happen upon Mara, Kang’s wife, who has been cornered by a now lustful Chekov, still seeking his revenge. Kirk sees that Mara’s clothing has been torn and promptly knocks Chekov out. Mara thanks Kirk for his help and is initially wary of his plan, but agrees to lead him to Kang. In Engineering, Kang distrusts Kirk’s explanation of the entity despite Mara’s assurance, and believing she was assaulted, challenges Kirk to a sword duel. As they clash, and with the entity hovering and pulsating a bright red nearby, Kirk implores Kang to stop, telling him that they may become its puppets for a thousand lifetimes if they continue to fight. Kang acknowledges Kirk’s warning and the fact that their fighting is pointless.

Kang lays down his weapon, commanding the other Klingons to do so as well. To stave off the entity, Kirk and Kang encourage their crews to act jovially and to laugh with one another loudly; the entity dissipates in silence, disengages from the computers and leaves the ship. The Enterprise regains control and sets course to return the Klingons to their space. From <https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Day_of_the_Dove>

Pay per view for $1.99: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_xrp821-_I&list=ELxLUT-RMKD5b3XHks_wofCw

The “Entity” eats loosh… Sound familiar? Caught this on the TV and I was stunned when I compared it to what we ‘know’ today. A very well done expose’ of something that has been operative on this planet for a very, very long time.

Well, they say Roddenberry was read in, I guess so. Astonished to the point that I began to wonder if I was not caught in my own little dream somewhere while the real me was matrix-like laying in a bed as I lived in a hologram, as real-reality tried to seep into my dreams.

Is reality bending your mind like this?

Carry on…


By WHAT right? Divine Right of Kings: how one group of people thinks they are better and thereby exposes their insanity. (IMO)

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: March 29, 2017, 2:16 pm |

The divine right of kings, divine right, or God’s mandate is a political and religious doctrine of royal and political legitimacy. It asserts that a monarch is subject to no earthly authority, deriving the right to rule directly from the will of God.

Divine right of kings – Wikipedia


By whose right? By God’s right? Who is god, and how does this personage dole out divine right? So prove god. Prove god exists.

Otherwise the source within, the spark of divinity within, the human part that says ‘I am’, makes us all divinely ‘righted’ to rule: ourselves. Sovereignty.

And to rule over none. Because to say I have divine right to kill you, use you and call you less because I have been appointed/anointed – is NOT divine. It is a form of mental/emotional sickness and an excuse for very bad behavior. Divinity recognizes it’s self in all of us and all of creation down to the last molecule – tiniest particle. It calls none of us over, above, better or under, less than the others of us. So even if you had a god come and stand before me to tell me that someone was better, more worthy or whatever distinction you wanted to use, to inform me as to why, someone had the right to rule, kill, or use me because I was less than they were…you wouldn’t have a foot to stand on. Similarly, because the divine presence is in everything, everyone, everywhere, we are all gifted with our OWN awareness of what is what and what is divine. We can’t escape it – because it is part and parcel of the living animating force that is us. It is also the glue that holds ‘things’ in the 3D world together – like basic units of matter. I would call it the underlying field of energy of the whole of manifestation.

But somehow, since way before Rome, this idea of


has been thrust upon the world and from it evolved the concept of: therefore, I can use you, think nothing of you and throw you away according to my whims because god told me I could.

Understand this: the infinite intelligence that is the life force is everywhere. Even in things that our little limited apprehension doesn’t see as animated or alive. Therefore there are none better or worse than anything/anyone else in all of creation and there is absolutely no excuse for the use of or harm to anything/one.

There is no such thing as ‘better-than’ that can give you, or anybody else the license to use you with wholesale disregard for your livingness and your right to that livingness and it’s expression.

Last night we were skirting around this idea with the term the “illuminati” and it’s philosophy that because ‘they’ have more information about ‘stuff’ that ‘they’ are better-than people who don’t and therefore, ‘they’ have a license to use and murder the souls and bodies of others in any way they see fit.

This is insane.

The definition of insanity is the inability to perceive. (Even if you think you are perceiving and you can treat the other poorly – you are not really perceiving, not really knowing, not really living in the skin of the other – therefore you are handicapped, really…IMO)

Since remembered time, remembered history has recorded in some very old writings the story of how we have always been told that we are NOT god – that somebody else is, and that because of that we have no rights and must allow, by divine right, those in power to do anything they wish to us.

This was the beginning of the oldest, most heinous game ever perpetrated on this planet to keep one type of people in power while allowing no others the right to even exist except by their “gracious” will.

The others that come from off planet with bigger, shinier toys and ideas – the ones that would come here to lord it over us, are no better than the so called idiot rulers that have lorded it over the planet in the past. The ones that would choose to never interfere are the ones that know the divinity within themselves and therefore recognize it in all others.

This is what we are contending with right now, on this world, opening our eyes enough to see that divinity/recognition/response-ability within each of ourselves enough, so that we are empowered to oust the ones who still want to be cavemen in their hearts and use and abuse us and the planet to their own ends.

Haven’t you had enough already?

“Divine right of kings.” “Illuminati – cabal – PTB…

In who’s book and by who’s definition???


…’drinks on me’…

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: March 24, 2017, 6:00 pm |

“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will control your life and you will call it fate.” – Carl Jung

If you are not using your subconscious mind, for sure, somebody else will. But how do they get into it? How do they ‘infest’ a part of you? Something you believe is only yours and for heaven’s sake, private?

Well, follow me into the fringe for a moment. We live in a box with 5 holes. We do. We see the entirety of creation through our five senses. Not only have we been trained to look ONLY through those five holes, we have been punished for looking elsewhere. That elsewhere is inside, indeed, the doorway to the universe.

If they are pumping our subconscious full of scary drivel 24/7/365 through the other wavelengths of the spectrum (you all remember the pictures that show that and the teeny-tiny piece of it that the 5 holes can make sense of) in a vain effort to control where we look (pay no attention to the man behind the curtain) then wouldn’t that make you want to go and look?

Further, once you did you would realize that your subconscious mind is not just only yours – but a sea of everybody’s unconscious stuff. In fact, there is NO separation between you and me, just a difference of perception and willingness to look.

Well, what if the PTB decided to weaponize this part of us, by sending it scary messages and really gnarly images? What if in this day and age of technology it is also ridiculously easy to do that? What if this was all set up to catch us in this net of deception right at the time we all started to grow and open up our whole minds? What if they wanted to head off at the pass their complete and utter loss of control over us? And, what if it is NOT working, this last bastion of control they think they have over us?

You see, if they can actually do this sneaky inputting of information into our minds, and like Cliff High points out it comes out in the world wide linguistic emotional analogs – and we really are all of one mind – with different perceptions, then it is child’s play to invade us all like a common cold.

We really are all connected and it is through this world of the electromagnetic spectrum, through negatives and positives, electron flow, ones and zeros, just like Jimmy said last night that this type of underhanded programming can take place. We live in a veritable soup of electronic noise every moment of the day. Hello.

But we are not aware of that because it lies outside of what we are allowed to perceive. And should we go down the rabbit hole to look through our inner subconscious minds to see it differently, they have conveniently made sure it will scare the crap out of us, so we never do it again… So we never get past the garbage to all the other goodies in there, not the least of which is that, this is the meeting place of our souls and all other life out/in there. The proof of that is their ability to feed us all the same unconscious garbage – data point to Cliff High.

They desperately want to keep us OUT of that area of our minds. So yeah, we are invaded. We have a very obvious mind virus. One that we could easily kick out and get on with discovering who and what we are. But we must be willing to encounter the dweller on the threshold and know it for what it is. Bullshit. Period.

There is nothing to fear in there but fear its self….

Go poke around inside your mind and see if any of this makes sense to you.


I feel so strongly about this that my zeal got away with me last night while talking to Jimmy Church and I do wish to apologize for the off color descriptive adjectives….  (the swearing). To my utter mortification I will now be known not for the idea – but for its presentation. Drinks on me…

To Remember the Future…

Author: Alison Bell |
Posted: March 22, 2017, 2:28 pm |

If you have listened…. Monday and Tuesday night Jimmy Church on Fade to Black has been asking some very pertinent questions about Dwave computing that involves ultradimensional computing in qbits (quantum bits) and frequency and HAARP and DARPA and our overall sense of wellness which is generated by our unconscious-subconscious minds.

I have written a ton on the fact that mindscaping (talking to our subconscious – below the conscious awareness of our selves) is possible and is being used. I even included the patents for this in one article. Vault 7 is out and we know there isn’t one aspect of our lives that they are not ‘spying’ on – collecting data to see if their operations are working, much like Cliff High’s predictive linguistics program does. He thinks we are subconsciously intuitive on a mass scale and that by mining the web with his web bots for certain words containing assigned emotional values that he can predict what is on the horizon. In a way, he can.

But what he is not using in his data set is that we have been fed a steady undercurrent of images and feelings by the gov’t offshoots of technology from HAARP and DARPA that have not only set up this disquiet we all feel, but capitalized on it. So much so that what we see on the web, what we read, the movies and television are all feeding us data/information/lies – underneath our conscious recognition. This accumulates and is what is creating these prescient feelings of doom.

The web bots then go out and collect the very information being fed to us as emotional markers and in a closed loop irrational logic pattern to prove as true what we are being fed…

In other words they have populated our subconscious for us. Why? Well, I do believe it is hooked to the evolutionary trend in conscious development to subconsciously distract us from the revelations we should be feeling about our new and opened abilities.

You see 2012 DID happen and the Earth DID split and this IS 4D.

Our job is move through it and get to 5D. Once there, the persons trapped in 4D by their own free-will-choice will no longer be able to use us in the myriad ways they have for the last century or so.

As long as they can populate our subconscious minds with garbage we will be distracted from ever realizing that we are already there. People like Cliff will keep coming out with the destruction predictions because that is what we are being fed by the PTB and we all keep waiting for the other shoe to drop because it keeps coming out in the language on the net…

It’s a circular pattern. We are vibratorily fed emotions and images through many venues – we talk about it on the net and also see it there – the web bots go out and scavenge for the emotionally laden words and come back with linguistic predictions which match what we are being fed – which back feeds the loop!!!!

Now, if time is a function of consciousness, which even research form the past 100 years has shown, that can account for the Mandela effect because we are being SUBCONSCIOUSLY manipulated into creating these time loops where the data becomes skewed.

The Kozyrev mirrors are installed in such a way as to create a closed space in which there is a weakening of the magnetic field of the Earth, and which thereby provides more human access to solar and galactic information. Through numerous experiments using the mirrors with this intention, the ISRICA has focused studies in a number of areas, including human psychophysiology, pathology of disease and health, and the evolvement of telepathic fields and remote sensing. In 1990-91, a precursor of the rainbow bridge experiment was conducted entitled, “The ‘Aurora Borealis’ Global experiment on Investigation of Distant-Informational Interactions in the Noosphere and their Role in the Planet-Biospheric Homeostasis of the Earth.” The conclusions the ISRICA scientists have drawn from the experiments with the Kozyrev Mirrors are often startling to the Western mind, and can best be understood within the context of the Russian school of thought known as Cosmism.

Imagine standing under a vast, scintillating aurora borealis, and seeing it change colors as you changed your thoughts. This exact situation led Russian medical doctor Alexander V. Trofimov into his groundbreaking research on human consciousness, in collaboration with Vlail P. Kaznacheev, and following in the footsteps of the great 20th century physicist Nikolai Kozyrev.

Essentially, Kozyrev devised reproducible experiments that prove the existence of a “torsional energy field” beyond electromagnetism and gravity, which travels much faster than light. He called it the “flow of time.” Others, Einstein among them, have called it “ether.” Others call it “zero point energy.”

Within this “flow of time,” the past, present, and future all exist at the same time, and in every place. This discovery sets the stage for all psychic phenomena to be scientifically explainable. Trofimov and Kaznacheev have, for the past thirty years, been experimentally developing the practical explanations, and have made some surprising discoveries.

Cliff High then concludes:

Kozyrev did not live long enough to see the development of the machine augmented temporal collectors and distributors. Nor did he see the math that describes the closed, time-like loops he postulated must be able to be created, given some of his results in the late 1950’s.

In all of his work with temporal fields, in all of his experiments, in his isolation work, in his math, in his conclusions, Kozyrev consistently runs into what he labeled as the ‘active’ properties of time. He went to great trouble over many years of painstaking measurement to codify and quantify these ‘active’ properties of time. He was able to isolate and experiment on individual ‘active’ properties such that he was compiling a list of these properties as part of his work towards understanding the ‘mechanisms of temporal flow’.

But what one really must wonder, after reading Kozyrev’s experiment journals and lab notes, did he recognize how much of what he was studying was actually consciousness science? If we read Kozyrev’s equations from the perspective of consciousness his conclusions reflect current thinking that the consciousness field affects everything, in fact, IS everything….and Kozyrev spent years codifying lots of its aspects thinking that these were the ‘active’ properties of time. From <https://www.halfpasthuman.com/>

So, here we are with some interesting WOWO science that feeds right into the entire plan.

I would like to posit that we ARE caught in a time loop by our very thoughts and consciousness because we refuse to look at the energetic/spiritual component of beingness so we could discover this.

The strongest ‘knowingness’ inside me has been that this is not all a mistake – life here and that it will be ok. All of my life, and since the 80’s when the Mandela effect started to happen and the sideways time movement through various possibilities started to happen, I have noticed that the inner awareness of my own soul and strength has diminished. I have fought a vigorous inner battle against it because there is something in me that keeps screaming “This Is False!!!” But I couldn’t think around it till just this morning after sleeping on what Jimmy said and putting it all together in a different way. Because I REMEMBER THAT I KNOW IT DIFFERENTLY!!!!!

So now, I implore you to “Remember the Future” – recognize that we are already out of 3D, well into 4D and this is the trick – KNOW we are in 4D where all this crap can happen – and get our butts in gear by remembering the future because we are already there!!! 5D is where manifestation occurs at the speed of thought, in 4D we simply have not accepted the responsibility of this great gift and instead are farting around with our worst nightmares…. At a tipping point when at least 10 percent of the population can understand this they will actually be able to show it to the rest of us and it will then be like rolling a snow ball downhill creating an avalanche – a tide so strong it will bring the rest of the population along.

So, I bid you, PLEASE


There was a video I loved and had saved in several places about human kind and photons and remembering the future – brilliantly done – that I even had embedded in a blog post, which has been pulled. It was a really lovely way to teach this concept… interesting.

Trapped in two worlds…Astral matrix and body matrix

Author: Gabe Teigen |
Posted: March 21, 2017, 6:08 pm |

With all the new energy arising in the last few months, emotions both physical and spiritual have been hard hitting. I have noticed that many people, Faders, and other in groups I am not close to showing similar feelings. Even I, myself, have had to deal with some pretty strong ebbs and flows that seem to threaten to send me off kilter. And in synchronicity fashion, I find a person by the name of Bridget Nielsen, who has a YouTube channel Thehybridchildren, and posted a new one titled How to exit the 3D matrix.

This resonated with me very well and I find myself in a similar line of thinking, as my wife, Cheri and I figure out how to cope with this exit. While I might consider myself further along than Cheri, in reality, we merely express our voyage differently and in various ways. As I am sure many of you do as well. In the video, Bridget discusses the types of things we all may experience as we progress through this shift. Most of us are very deep inside the Matrix, and thus, we are having to climb out, unlike Neo who was able to be thrust out. We have the brave task of unhooking all the connection seen on Neo as he is ejected from the energy generation pod.

We all live in the programming of our life, and as such, we must learn to release these stored negative energies properly. I am on a course of doing such things, and I want to share them so people can see that many of aspects we are facing are NOT the processes of insanity or being “crazy”.

As with Neo in the Matrix movies, we are awake to the fact that there is something wrong, deeply and completely, but that does not in itself remove us from the matrix as a whole. This work is rather slow and arduous, with setback and even leaps we are not prepared for at all. Bridget also speaks of a dream she has expressing the idea that we are entangled in both a physical, i.e. Cities, and also a metal or astral matrix that keeps our infinitely powerful consciousness at bay. The physical portion is one that a great many people know about and are beginning to fight against or resist, the Media programming shit. But the one that many people such as myself are now working on and many people now are failing to battle, is the astral or etheric energy transformation that we are going through as well.

As Bridget points out, there is a “game” that must be played out in order to finally remove oneself from the matrix itself. We have many constructs that are programmed into us that we must rise above, much like an addiction. Most know their physical body is not addicted to these evident stressors, but cannot look past that idea. While on the surface we might feel we are ready to leave the city’s material game, we may have a part of our spirit that does not or is not ready to give that want of the matrix up yet. As I have been known to quote Frank Herbert’s classic novel, Dune…

This fear is relatable to most aspects of city life, such as material possesses, the want to control others, and the need to “fit in” with the group. These aspects are part of the inner battle we all face as a part of the programming that keeps our minds controlled. As we break free of these bonds, we have changes that are not merely, done, they must be reviewed, “turn the inner eye to see its path” as it were. This action helps us to properly release the energy and not allow another program to fill its place. But to put that piece back into our now splintered consciousness, in the overall task we face of making ourselves whole once more.

An example of myself in this state can be seen in my anger, as a city boy the main source of Loosh is anger, rather than fear or sadness. As such, I am prone to a form of control, in the ideal of knowing as much as I can of information, or being solidly “sure” of the world around me. So I might read a story or see a headline that triggers a deep profound change in me that I am seemingly unaware of (aside from now I realize I get a strong “chill up my spine” or tingle sensation). This is my spirit’s attachment to that city matrix. I then research the information I have seen, in order to understand it, as with recently, in understanding that the groups of Aliens we know of, much like us, have different factions or individuals within their collective. To bring about the realization that no one group may be completely good or evil, and can in fact be shifted much as we can, by conditions and circumstances of only universal control.

While some people know this already and read this thinking “well duh”, this was new to me, and hit quite hard. As it took the rug out from under my belief of certain structures I thought I “knew”. I found myself in a daze and unable to focus, and choosing to merely accept this and move on, which was not the best way to approach it. I fell into an old habit of getting angry at my “known reality” crashing as I talked about in my last blog. This, to me, was due to me ignoring the deeper impact of this revelation and what it meant to me personally as part of my releasing of the Matrix bond. I barked at my kids, wife, and even the animals, in a simplistic attempt to merely “let go” of the energy. When in reality, I needed to replace this energy with a positive understanding, to face it, know it, and let it pass. However, since I did not do this, a negative energy was allowed to take root, causing me stress. I then had to fight harder to releases this, eventually breaking down crying to my wife explaining how the whole information overload made me feel crazy and not of my own mind. Then overcoming and raising above the emotional attack to understand the use of the information to me. However, this also led to an attachment, which I will explain another time…but I digress…

Bridget spoke of how these triggers can come from various places, and can be part of our astral release. And she talked about how in our dreams we play out these scenarios as if our subconscious knows this somehow and is helping to release it without actually enduring the “real world” pitfall of those actions which do, in fact, become addicting, such as climbing the corporate ladder. One advancement is salary leads to another and then before we know it we do not care for those we hurt in order to further that want form money and power. As even though I left the madness of the city, those stressors are, still a part of my astral game I must play out in order to fully disconnect. Because while I do not deal with the city life having moved to the rural areas, a large part of my spirit is still trapped into the matrix of the city where I battle the fears and emotional triggers associated with it. I urge you to watch the short video for 3 tips Bridget gives to help us with breaking down this astral matrix and how to avoid the pitfall so many of us succumb to daily. I must note, this in NO WAY makes a person weak or a failure, it is process like any other and requires a person to go through the motions and while each path is different in nature, they will all lead to the same completion, release for the horrid matrix. Love first and always, love.

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